So I drew a girl being comfortable with her penis.
I was thinking on how to make it cute and non threatening, so I turned it into a giant hug pillow.
Welcome to my smutty mind.
I think that the word 'Girlcock' is an amazing invention: Penises can now be feminine, girly, cute. Masturbation, for me, was dysphoric and shameful. I thought it was a fetish to want to experience my sexuality in the way that women do. Hormone replacement changes many things but some of the biggest changes are mental. I've found a new confidence in myself that I didn't have before. No longer am I a horny little monkey jerking off all the time. Now, I just feel sexy sometimes and women masturbate too, so I can do it as well, with my own custom method, but with similar reactions. All women respond differently, have different needs, and I'm no different.