well I thought things were going better before I go to far I need to say I am surprised by this as much as you will be. Let's talk sexuality I find that as hormones in my body affect me more and more that my interests in men and the male form attract and excite me I still love women more then men that hasn't changed.
Now back to the reason for my post.
At the end of last week my friend was talking to a man that was looking for a friend she said she had a couple one of them was me I asked if he new I was transgender at that moment the answer was no but my friend talked to him and came back to me with he seams not to mind.
I sent him a txt we seamed to hit it off and he asked if I would like to meet him understandably I was hesetent to do this and again asked my friend how much did he know about me.
She sugested that she should talk with him more about me. The next day I get a txt from him asking about whether I would like to meet him for a drink. Let's just say we talked about me and being transgender. He decided he wasn't interested in a girl like me.
So what I had hoped would be a nice thing to happen has turned out to not happen. So yes love is hard
what is hard is that I am as much a woman as any of my girlfriends but still I was rejected for being the woman I am.
first year girl 2015 a journey I have just begun.