? When you look at me who do you see the woman I am or the person I was. For me I always see the old me a person I am sorry I really do not whant to see its hard when you are reminded about the old when all you whant is to be seen as you. It takes time for people to adjust to the change but I hope people can see the happier me the one on the left.
You see for me I have always been the person on the left the person on the right was for show somthing to hide behind to fit in and be accepted.
Their comes a time you can hide no more you have a need to get out and show the real you to stop hiding. The good news is that more people see the real me now and accept me the woman I am.
Well it has been 7 months on blockers and oestrogen. Happy to say not many downs but there are days you could say I was more hormonal then others as for ups wow. I am happier then I can ever remember body growth and development is coming along slow and steady which is a good thing. Face hair is still a problem but IPL has helped to curb its growth.
I am am finaly being accepted more as myself and as a woman which is fantastic but I still have a long way to go. I see the endocrinologist again in 3 months which will be good. I know I am on the right path now.
I haven't put the levels of blockers or estrogen I am on hear as every one has a different road to travel but the levels I am on are working just fine.
Love and kisses to all. Xx
Sorry it's been some time since I posted.
Have finely seen my endocrinologist this went really good my blockers have been increased and the whole time I was in Adelaide I was accepted as the women I am. This is so good I have changed so much from the start. It makes you feel good to be accepted. Though in the same respect there are still people around that think that as a transgender person I am perverted or weird this really hurts. But still I feel so much better and know this is right for me.
lots of love to you all and thank you to my supporters xx
first year girl 2015 a journey I have just begun.