Well it's been over a year and a half since I started hrt and the changes are still going on.
My body hair has reduced dramatically my facial hair even though reduced is still a small pain to deal with but definitely better then before I am more accepted as the woman I am which is great and on a plus side now I finally have my replacement birth certificate which says female hooray 😁 now to work on getting srs.
Then I will be happy woman.
Hello it's been a while again is that a good thing or a bad thing.
It's been one year and five months on hormones anyone who didn't know me before accept me as a cis woman as people my understand this makes me feel great and that what I am doing is right.
Then why is it now when I get called him or he or get told I was born a boy it really gets on my nerve I know what I am. I wish that it wasn't so much I do my very best to be the woman i am I can't help how I was born I wish it was different but it's not.
I accept anyone and how they are why is it that others can't do the same for me. I know we are all individuals with a different upbringings as well as understandings about things.
Let's hope that things change and improve even more I live in hope. Oneday at a time step by step.
well I thought things were going better before I go to far I need to say I am surprised by this as much as you will be. Let's talk sexuality I find that as hormones in my body affect me more and more that my interests in men and the male form attract and excite me I still love women more then men that hasn't changed.
Now back to the reason for my post.
At the end of last week my friend was talking to a man that was looking for a friend she said she had a couple one of them was me I asked if he new I was transgender at that moment the answer was no but my friend talked to him and came back to me with he seams not to mind.
I sent him a txt we seamed to hit it off and he asked if I would like to meet him understandably I was hesetent to do this and again asked my friend how much did he know about me.
She sugested that she should talk with him more about me. The next day I get a txt from him asking about whether I would like to meet him for a drink. Let's just say we talked about me and being transgender. He decided he wasn't interested in a girl like me.
So what I had hoped would be a nice thing to happen has turned out to not happen. So yes love is hard
what is hard is that I am as much a woman as any of my girlfriends but still I was rejected for being the woman I am.
wow how time flys. I have been on oestrogen for over 12 months now it's amazing how I feel so little is different whilst also so much has changed. Emotionally I cry 😭 a lot easier then I used to happy and sad crying I feel more connected with my emotions. My sexuality is shifting this is a big shock I still like girls more then boys but I find myself more attracted to men as time continues to move forward. I suppose this would classify me as Bi or at least Bi curious.
male orgasm is gone and a more female orgasm occurs let's just say OMG so much better sorry boys I don't miss that. All of my documents except my birth certificate now say female this was a huge step forward for me. Breast growth has slowed but is still happening just slower now I actually fill an B cup a lot better then when I started. Hair on my face still grows but is a lot less I will still be happy when it's all gone and the hair on my head is a more feminine length now which is good. Well that's all for now hugs 🤗 and kisses 😘 I miss you all ❤️
Here we have a group of women one is transgender but as you see all women.
To judge ones gender is wrong if someone says they are male they are if they say they are female they are it isn't anyone's right to say other.
Facebook your friend or foe.
I made a comment on Facebook today that was directed to the women in a Facebook group. Being that even though I am transgender I consider my selfie to be as much a woman as my cis counterparts I made a comment well then the shit hit the fan so to say.
i was asked are you a man?
😟no I say I am a woman.
you look like a man.
i had a hormone problem I say.
Then a women from the group says he is a man directed at me.
Wow so disappointed so let's get this right.
Yes I was born with male genitalia yes I have two lovely sons yes I have been married. I have also lived the last 44 years as a man but a man I am not.
I sufferd from what transgender people like to say testosterone poisoning.
It dosnt mater if your FTM or like me MTF what dose matter is how we feel and for myself I have always felt like a female I don't consider myself to be anything other then that.
Like being gay lesbian or bisexual we do not choose this it is how we feel gender is no different it's how you feel.
Nobody changes their gender on a wim we do it because this is who we are deliberately outing or misgendering a person doesn't make you a good person.
This choice we have made was a very hard thing to do Please don't make it harder it already is.
And remember this we are who we are.
Hugs and love ❤️ to all people.
Its strange when most people I met now accepte me for the woman I am it makes me happy to be accepted as such finally as a young child I new I was different to other girls but I so wanted to be accepted as a girl and not a gross boy that I was reminded I was by all the girls I was friends with as they got older and no longer accepted me in there group.
well now my body has the hormone levels of woman no longer am I smothered in male hormones my body is still changing and looks better every month.
I will see my psychiatrist in December for what he believes will be the last time. He is very happy with my progress as well as how grownded I am.
Most of my ID is now Ms with only two left to change my home loan and my Birth Certificate. As I said it's nice to finally be accepted as the woman I have always been..
Thank you to all that have supported me with everything.
well it's time to update it's been 9 months on hormones and things are traveling as expected my t levels are at a normal female level as is my estrogen levels which is fabulous I feel so good as well. Puberty is a slow process and takes time but I am finally more accepted as the woman I am which is good I am now on another t blocker as well as spiro and an estrogen gel this is to even out my hormone levels a bit more which should help as well. More updates to come as things happen well that's all for now till next time love hugs to all.
Hello again it's been a while such a busy life.
A few weeks ago I had the pleasure to attend a mental health first aid class it was very informative as part of this the class we all went out to dinner on Saturday night which was fabulous.
After dinner me and my friend were bored and decided to play billiards there was a group of I will call boys at a table at the end of the billiards table and another table next to the be one we were on.
The Boys were chatting away as you do when your out at the pub whilst we played billiards we had played three games when my friend had to go to the toilet I continued to play and wait for her to come back when one of the boys walked up to me.
Hello he said I said hello back then I got Don't be affended or anything but are you a cross dresser. WTF! Did he just hell no I said straight back at him no I am a woman ! To which He quizzed me a bit further to which I kept telling him no I am a woman I didn't tell him I was a transgender woman it was none of his business.
Afterwards he went back to the table where all the other boys were and I heard him say it said its a woman they didn't really carry on any more but it upset me we finished our game and left the boys to them selves.
I told my friend what had happened whilst she was away to which she got pissed off about I told her not to worry which she did. I was more upset that this compleat stranger thought it was ok to ask if I was a cross dresser when so many other people take me for the woman I am and no I am not a cross dresser. So don't ask a complete stranger that question. Get to know a person befor you judge them From appearance. I was always learned to never judge a book by its cover obviously others haven't learnt that.